Sitting alone in dark..


It can be a different experience , if you are not afraid of so cald dark nite creatures.. vampires, ghosts etc..

I just listen to the latest fav song, just thinking what I have gone through these days.. one single word stands out.. friends!

So wat it is like to miss your friends when they are so near, yet away.. last few years hav gone very fast and just now I got some vetti time to think it.. For everyone college life would rather end up as fun, romance, or even with simple sadness ( am not talking about the arrear papers 😛 LOL) but I am just left with some memories of many ppl, but still I am not able to figure out those are happy ones or sad ones.. but it always feels good to remember ppl in later part of life.. no no am not in my sixties.. 🙂

I joined a college and was put up in college hostel…  Hmm… it was a great life.. and the one I laughed lots than ever in my life. It was a place of everything ( i mean insects too) but I loved it.. be it scaring the gal sleeping next to me or sleeping in hostel when classes are in progress without anyones knowledge or making the place dirty with all my assignment papers.. or acting innocent for something I did which screwed up seniors who are searching my roomies for it 😛 everything just looks like dream. Now all my room mates in the hostel are not in touch with me, but I still keep track of them through some source or the other.. Not that I don want to break the ice.. but there is no ice .. but lot of mist which makes people think something is there, even if it is not there ..

Why all this flashback suddenly… out of the blue one of my frend (x roomie) cald up and told another roomie s carrying and they (some bunch of new found frens) paying visit to her. And told me to be in touch.. No idea why ppl are calling up now, though I have an accessible phone number for the past 3 years, that too same number.. may be she also sat alone in dark sometime recently.. ! ??

And one more frend of mine was having bday in jan 20th, so just sent a bday wish.. but got a response which meant surprise + advice. May be people forget that everyone grow up sometime and can also have some stuff within skull to think abt.. Then I finally understood one point that whenever someone wishes for gud, then we should accept rather than contemplating with past and it hurts the otherside badly when wishes are thrashed or questioned.

Was watching dasavatharam with appa today.. and there was this once scene in which one char n the movie tells.. “Watever happens..! Life must go on!”.. I was suddenly getting the point about everything.. watever happy/sad .. whether love/hate.. life must go on.. since we might be of some help to someone.. someday..! and it might be anyday.. 🙂 which could turn out to be a gud day 😀


Looks like time for some prediction? ;)


Jus chked a forward and looks like its gud to b born in oct 😀 .. atleast for me 😛 80% stuff holds true.. interesting..


  • Loves to chat
  • Loves those who loves him/her
  • Loves to takes things at the centre
  • Attractive and suave
  • Inner and physical beauty
  • Does not lie or pretend
  • Sympathetic
  • Treats friends importantly
  • Always making friends
  • Easily hurt but recovers easily
  • Bad tempered
  • Selfish
  • Seldom helps unless asked
  • Daydreamer
  • Very opinionated
  • Does not care of what others think
  • Emotional
  • Decisive
  • Strong clairvoyance
  • Loves to travel, the arts and literature
  • Soft-spoken, loving and caring Romantic
  • Touchy and easily jealous
  • Spendthrift and easily influenced
  • Easily lose confidence

Wich is your secret talent ?


Totally Original.

Sometimes people can’t understand you at all… You have your own way to live your life, so your main talent probably would be something arty and creative, like writing, painting or playing music. Some advice? Don’t EVER try to follow the others, you are yourself and if you stop being yourself, all your magic will be gone.


Wondering wats this ?? Some quiz I took online.. boring so posting it over here to bore others 🙂

Sakarakatti ~ Music Release


After reading abt the complete hype created by this album, becas of ARR.. I downloaded the songs 2 days back.. and I havent stopped hearing the songs yet… not to say am his great fan.. but also try to look from other end how can a person create music in different ways, and make a “know nothing” person like me also to get into intricacies and follow.. Great..

Coming back to the Album..

I like only 2 songs in the album..

Chinnama > Benny Dayal, Chinmayi

Naan Eppodhu > Reena Bharadwaj

Both the above songs are penned by Pa.Vijay , second one is frm a Hindi movie… forgot the movie name.. song comes like “Yeh Rishta kya kehna” or something like tat.. No idea why he took tat song.. but I luv the music in both the above songs.., and thats wat it matters at the end 🙂

Relationships last? or lost?


There was time when, I was a kid thought about having atleast few friends who are there for my me for who I am and not for the money/some stupid selfish stuff.. I should say that I am not 100% successful in that thought… I still have frends who like to listen the gud and bad frm me… but as we know priorities change in life as we move on.. and we have to move on with the changing priorities.. this happens especially with my frens who are gals… and planning starts when they get engaged and implements when this marriage thing comes to place. OK, here ppl will tend to say this is not the same with current gen gals.. but I don see any difference, sudden isolation, sudden privacy.. it all happens.. may be am not sure why this happens since I am still not into any traps 🙂 but no idea why this happens.


Situation 1:

me: hey hi wats up? hows married life?

she: yup, life is great…

me: so wat plans next..?

she: jus thinking over.. hey looks like am getting a cal frm husband we wil talk later.

me: bye (she already left!) 😦


Situation 2:

me: hey hi wats up? hows married life?

he: life is great ya.. she is one great gal I would die to hav in my life..

me: thats kool man.. so u fellas having a great time.. 🙂

he: yup maam, why dont u come home this sunday or we will meetup in some restaurant.. I was telling to her abt u and she was interested in meeting u..

me: sure boss.. we wil plan for it.. catch ya later.. bye bye

he: hey bye so soon.. ok, be in touch.. cal up to update the plans ok..? 🙂 bye!


I have known both he and she in the same perspective and they used to call up every now and then for vetti chat and gossips and ofcourse computer reboot issues 😉 But finally looks like “he” is having some time for friends and “shes” though seem to be free is always busy. May be “shes” are more interested in meeting their husband’s friends than their own pals.. no idea why there is a sudden shift.. I don blame she or he.. but I don get the point behind it..