We had some time killing presentation about the companies policy and other stuff.. finally they started to tell us we are Criminals (who dont excel in work) .. the smart interpreter in front of us started to tell that whatever we were doing .. slogging to accomplish is only a drop in the expected ocean. Its also told to us that even if we work 48/14 we cannot even come close to their expectation, no idea why they wanted to tell us that fact in first place.. no idea…. :O .

           Finally this year there was no increase in the pay cheque and there is always increase in no of emails with loads of work.. always makes me to re-think as I never wanted this kind of de-motivating job.. when I look around everyone seemed to be happy about their work, no complains everyone sometimes even felt they dono much and they are paid ok to lead their life. Its kind of interesting that I had aim to get into such job when i was n school/college.. life is wierd and aims are not always fulfilling… and no idea why no one wants to change the path when they are half way around and most of it meets an end where we keep a shop and settle down without even knowing we know to walk ahead..

           Why do we need to talk, give opinions.. when our words are barely counted.. better save energy to sing our fav song later

This guy is pathetic.. not becas he s trustfully illiterate about his work.. but he thinks otherwise

So he has this simple temperament of pleasing his boss by watever stupid/idiotic work he can do. And thats the funny part we always look out for. He called me up today to chk up some stupid stuff which is not so important as I will be joining work tomoro after a brief sick instinct.

Not sure why we have this intelligent gadget called mobile phones. This guy called up my dad and asked my current landline number and called me up and asked the crappy unimportant questions. It was weird as i was not aware that he made a call to my dad. So when I knew this later today i was totally out of my mind and logged into my webmail to check wat so important he needed. Its crappier than his call.

Such people in my office make me re-think about going to work everyday! It isn’t their fault that I still have some sense to understand his non-sense. Hope I get a no nonsense job…. and it always stays as a dream as it does always…!

There are few people I see daily who talk a lot.. and lot means really lot and it just irritates me like a mosquito singing thru my ear drums!

I still don’t understand why we need to talk for 1 hr to understand something rather than figuring the things which hardly takes 5 mins. I am always for talking to ask for routes, when we get lost.. but talking to establish a point, talking to bluff people,.. talking just because we can talk.. and talking just because someone listens to you.. it isn’t a great idea atleast in a professional life and it pisses off people like me who really love some silence in work place.

He1: Hey how did u? where did u do? why did u do? and can u do this for me? and helo i like ur pen too.. and ofcourse hows this movie?

She1: Its done.

I am always She1 and I hate making conversations for which we already have the results in table. So it also means that I don’t talk to my managers after they decide my pay check.

Then comes the mouthpiece guys.. who troll around opice just because they are doing the daily chores of their manager. So here comes He1 again.

He1: hey, he2 asked you about the work he2 to gave to she2. Can you talk to him?

[after a min]

He1: hey, he2 wants to.. blah blah blah…

[after 30 min]

He1: hey, he2 actually…

She1: Hey can you let me work, so that I can do what he told me rather listening what he told you? @#@#

But He1 never stops, looks like he gets the name gajini, better than Aamir khan himself :-X

People like him remind me of how sick work place can become! huh!

Today is the last day of this calendar yr.. Though tere is lot hype created around this new yr stuff.. I exactly dono the impact it has in everyone’s life except for the change in the yr in their calendars.. and ofcourse ppl get older But calendars are gud actually.. they come in different colors, sizes, shapes and ofcourse with astrology predictions.. and wat not… even explanation abt tat particular day.. hmm.. when I jus sit around here lazing and thinking about the new yr and great/bad stuff happened in the last yr.. thats quiet a lot.. to say..

-> I wanted to quit my job and since I didn’t get any job I changed my team, the least tat can be done! (I also want my manager to quit, but I don think he gives a try to that thought! )

-> I learned a lot abt *people* as we do always in all part of our life, in a harder way

-> I donated a lot of money this year without anyone’s knowledge than I ever thought..

-> I got my first credit card this yr.. finally one bank trusted me, while many rejected my application

-> I changed my mobile since I lost mine 3 yr old one in my friend’s wedding and this new one costed 6k, which many of my colleagues think its old fashioned.

-> I stopped visiting deals2buy.com/ebay.com for time pass, which always ended up asking ppl at home for some junk digital stuff, which ofcourse costs a fortune according to them.

-> hey, Chandrayaan was launched on my birthday

-> I stopped working for 15 hrs a day and started sleeping 15 hrs a day

-> I understood how wrigley’s double mint becomes sticky when I keep it under my shelf for 6 months

-> I figured out I won’t die if there is no internet!

-> My room is air-conditioned finally!

-> I concluded that I wont be able to read any book completely – after wasting lot of money in buying and stacking them

-> I understood at some point that money isn’t making me happy anymore!

This list goes on and I think there are yet more *understood* *figure-out* *concluded* *learned* needs to happen this yr too.. life need to move on whatever it is and I think it does teaches everyone its lesson dues at the proper instant! Only way is to have our senses open to Learn!

We come on the sloop john b
My grandfather and me
Around nassau town we did roam
Drinking all night
Got into a fight
Well I feel so broke up
I want to go home

So hoist up the john bs sail
See how the mainsail sets
Call for the captain ashore
Let me go home, let me go home
I wanna go home, yeah yeah
Well I feel so broke up
I wanna go home

The first mate he got drunk
And broke in the capns trunk
The constable had to come and take him away
Sheriff john stone
Why dont you leave me alone, yeah yeah
Well I feel so broke up I wanna go home

So hoist up the john bs sail
See how the mainsail sets
Call for the captain ashore
Let me go home, let me go home
I wanna go home, let me go home
Why dont you let me go home

(hoist up the john bs sail)

Hoist up the john b
I feel so broke up I wanna go home
Let me go home

The poor cook he caught the fits
And threw away all my grits
And then he took and he ate up all of my corn
Let me go home
Why dont they let me go home
This is the worst trip Ive ever been on
So hoist up the john bs sail
See how the mainsail sets
Call for the captain ashore
Let me go home, let me go home
I wanna go home, let me go home
Why dont you let me go home

I dono why tere s something called appraisal, a process in which we stupid engineers fil up gathering lot of data, having in mind what was done for the past one year.. kind of interesting.. finally it ends up with ur supervisor, who sometimes gives u better rating with better comments, finally u end up begging the group head and HR to complete the process to move ahead to ur hike or wat seems to be ur hike.. and then u end up receiving a pdf document with some figures which helps u to get a better home loan and worst take home salary than ur peer in the next company  

After some minor and major gossips (which can be termed as R n D) we come to a conclusion tat a person who rarely worked or always wasted others time for all his/her issues is given better pay.. u are shocked, but cant react.. got to hide, since u got to be professional.. next year he s promoted with a better scale and band.. and u are still in the same job, same script, but u are appreciated too much whenever u approach ur manager.. al the tech stuff s got off frm u and the guy/gal who backs manager in meetings gets an onsite trip too.. and tats awsome.. engineers who tend to be engineers in their job become fools finally

I didn’t write this since I filled my appraisal today

No idea why no one ever asks me why u are coming late or why leaving early.. No idea why am still in home without even cleaning up myself and thinking abt this.. may be my manager s busy? or he is over confident abt me or never ever cared abt wat i did (this is calld “thanni thelichi vidarathu”) Anyway I dont have much hyped work tere except to practice some complex unix commands (cp, rm..) in a controlled confidential environment and send out a mail tat all commands worked.. nope am not working for Sun micro systems or any unix vendor

Ok time to go, waiting to 6 Pm hope to stay in office till tat time today and create wats called IMPRESSION in ppl tat am also working.. life moves on..!