This guy is pathetic.. not becas he s trustfully illiterate about his work.. but he thinks otherwise

So he has this simple temperament of pleasing his boss by watever stupid/idiotic work he can do. And thats the funny part we always look out for. He called me up today to chk up some stupid stuff which is not so important as I will be joining work tomoro after a brief sick instinct.

Not sure why we have this intelligent gadget called mobile phones. This guy called up my dad and asked my current landline number and called me up and asked the crappy unimportant questions. It was weird as i was not aware that he made a call to my dad. So when I knew this later today i was totally out of my mind and logged into my webmail to check wat so important he needed. Its crappier than his call.

Such people in my office make me re-think about going to work everyday! It isn’t their fault that I still have some sense to understand his non-sense. Hope I get a no nonsense job…. and it always stays as a dream as it does always…!

It all gets the name wierd since I wouldn’t dare to describe work/expectations the other way.

So lets see..

guy who never talks -> thinks BIG of himself, God knows wat he knows.. he he

guy who talks sometimes -> oh he s just hi bye kind.. huh

guy talks most of the time -> huh, could you just shut up, we are here to work boss and yes are we are done hearing ur crap.

So, one day the guy questions himself why the world is always expecting something that we are not?? oops he was thinking bit too loudly tat his team mate over heard it. Tat other cranky guy couldnt possibly stop from adding his words, which made me think more about how wierd its to watch ppls actions/thoughts but at the end of the day it does teach something worthwhile.

The fun part is both of them dono who I am and I was watching them other fun part is I was watching that gang for quiet sometime since its kind of interesting to understand how creepy and cranky ppl get when they are out of their mood

So this guy keeps asking this question.. why do always gals like fluffy stuffed toys.. well i dono.. but thats ofcourse one quality that i can tell matches with anyother gal round the corner. While we were shopping in pondi bazaar, was trying to find the parked car of ours and it was filled with toys At a spur of moment felt like all were mine, but the owner wasnt drunk so he took it with him

Today is the last day of this calendar yr.. Though tere is lot hype created around this new yr stuff.. I exactly dono the impact it has in everyone’s life except for the change in the yr in their calendars.. and ofcourse ppl get older But calendars are gud actually.. they come in different colors, sizes, shapes and ofcourse with astrology predictions.. and wat not… even explanation abt tat particular day.. hmm.. when I jus sit around here lazing and thinking about the new yr and great/bad stuff happened in the last yr.. thats quiet a lot.. to say..

-> I wanted to quit my job and since I didn’t get any job I changed my team, the least tat can be done! (I also want my manager to quit, but I don think he gives a try to that thought! )

-> I learned a lot abt *people* as we do always in all part of our life, in a harder way

-> I donated a lot of money this year without anyone’s knowledge than I ever thought..

-> I got my first credit card this yr.. finally one bank trusted me, while many rejected my application

-> I changed my mobile since I lost mine 3 yr old one in my friend’s wedding and this new one costed 6k, which many of my colleagues think its old fashioned.

-> I stopped visiting deals2buy.com/ebay.com for time pass, which always ended up asking ppl at home for some junk digital stuff, which ofcourse costs a fortune according to them.

-> hey, Chandrayaan was launched on my birthday

-> I stopped working for 15 hrs a day and started sleeping 15 hrs a day

-> I understood how wrigley’s double mint becomes sticky when I keep it under my shelf for 6 months

-> I figured out I won’t die if there is no internet!

-> My room is air-conditioned finally!

-> I concluded that I wont be able to read any book completely – after wasting lot of money in buying and stacking them

-> I understood at some point that money isn’t making me happy anymore!

This list goes on and I think there are yet more *understood* *figure-out* *concluded* *learned* needs to happen this yr too.. life need to move on whatever it is and I think it does teaches everyone its lesson dues at the proper instant! Only way is to have our senses open to Learn!

Its often rare to see me watching a movie in theater and alone, never happened..!

But I like one thing with theaters, that too movie which are less crowded, with countable heads.. and I often end up doing everything else than watching the movie, -> eating, sleeping, thinking, watching others, checking my mobile, and its junk settings, and ofcourse trailors of new movies which are yet to be released… and I like this thing, going out of the theater after everyone else has gone, it kind of gives satisfaction for watching the movie to fullest, though I might not have even watched *important* turning points and punch dialogues, But I like to watch the titles scrolling, it means a great experience unless we are a part of it. Every artist likes to see his/her name in his work. Titles means more than the movie itself for them and for me it means watching the movie *completely* …!

It always looked to me that there are 2 things which impact my life, others cheating me and me getting cheated.. the 2 things are the same, but only the perspective differs.

In case 1: Others cheating me, it happens jus like that and leaves a hole much more serious in the personal front, looks like these ppl are *professionals* in their job!

In case 2: me getting cheated, I get cheated, thinking the outcome will be in my favor, which ofcourse doesnt work in my favor, as am finally getting cheated!

So after few years of dealing with ppl, I tried to avoid case 2, but case 1 looks like an incremental model, in all phases of life I have someone to implement case 1. So final solution is to remove the factor creating case 1, that is the “Others” which ofcourse is not possible since I don’t live in a moon! Huh!

I was told its a dog’s life afterall, feeling sorry since it finally turns out to be a dog-eat-dog one!

Note: That was a bluff, hopefully! and its raining today!

Looks like the above toll in Medavakkam-Sholinganallur Main Road, will be operational in few days, but just the road is not visible or is the toll for a special waterway? :O

Sometimes I just want to tell the truth and keep thinking about how/where/when to tell.. but it goes on till I think “why”. It once again confirms that life needs bad memory not to survive, but to survive with involuntary breathing activity..!

Note: tat was a bluff!

I have seen people really skeptical about my idea of not reading anything.. anything means, any book which has more than 20-30 pages.. so tat includes news papers and throw away journals.. but I have already heard frm people .. that reading is gud, nice, thrilling.. etc.. but I am very incompetent in that factor. I couldn’t read a complete book, be it for academics or be it any story book kind of stuff.. wasn’t really gud at tat.. while in college days.. all the gals around me lurk around having some colored book in their hands.. it looked so weird at least to me .. then I started watching movies, all the gals, who come in the movie was associated with some reading material..

If I checked out some tamil movie, the lead lady will be having some book n her hand reading all time (am not talking abt sonia agarwal n 7g.. having Java book or Kanika in 5*) things change.. but the books and gals never changed in any scenario.. when I talk with 4 gals.. often looks like they start talking about the books that they read.. may be they are scholastic and intelligent.. but I still don’t understand why its so interesting than a movie.. watching a movie/documentary equally thrills me. I even tried to load my desk with books and force read them, but I felt really bored, i jus skipped many chapters inbetween and went to the last one (did it when my sis got me a Hitler bio.. i couldn’t get the head or tail in that.. till now since its half read n all chapters!)

Ah hmmm… I understand now.. how reading feels.. jus that I feel more happy in writing than reading.. I don hav a video blog and I have a written blog.. and that’s really interesting that I don’t have an image in this post, while I brag abt movies and images. Life is kind of weird I think writing gives me equal pleasure in what others get in reading.. as always Reading still remains a complete mystery, atleast to me ~!@#

Life sometimes teaches us a lot of stuff, which we never expect to learn. And for me the one big thing is how tricky and cunning a human mind can get when it comes to money, power, name, and sometimes even for nothing.. yes absolutely nothing.

I meet people daily who somehow teach me that am very bad n thinking tricky stuff.. resulting in me being fooled ethically and professionally. Life needs it all afterall its for tat experience we are still keeping up and pulling things along..

I just have someone ringing a bell n my mind and asking me “How long u are going to allow such people, so incompetent to think u as crap?” Huh, I replied, “Let those people figure that out!, not me as I have lot more stuff to bother about”

And something helps me => Good Laugh & a Great movie and an uninterrupted sleep for around 10-15 hrs