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When I was in school.. always thought that biology is the most complex subject of all… since I couldn’t draw or remember the plants/animals well.. and those cryptic names ..

Later when I was in college, felt theory papers too hard, than the lab ones since I had to *write* something to get marks..  rather than *do* something.. i had an encrypted handwriting, which only I can read

In job I felt that learning stuff soon is a bigger challenge… and now I face the real issues => PEOPLE

God never created any problem (no idea abt Darwin stuff here) but he created MAN (most complex of all the issues!) I am not able to figure out how humans can show different behaviour in different situations.. well.. there s no psychiatric disease game that we got to play ..

Person who claims to be a very simple man, finally turns out to be a complex, unsolvable problem.. confuses everyone around with his *complex* and finally looks pitiable with no solution to his problem.. YUP.. I found a solution.. its rite before him.. he just needs to open his eyes.. but he opens only his mouth to talk/argue.. his eyes are still glued with his thoughts which he believes sternly. He appreciates *gud* values or thoughts.. but only before everyone to create a wide impression of his *broad* thoughts, always against implementing anything *workable*.. since he is afraid of his *complex image* being turned towards a *simple image* ..

No idea why people turn to be so complex for the problems which are easily solvable..

I agree, most complex of all is not dino or some alien.. its jus human.. nothing else…

No idea when people wil go MAD.. only diff b.w man and mad is jus a single letter..

Kind of movie day… was looking into my movie archives for the movie which I didn’t watch still.. ended up seeing superman returns.. which I had long back.. but didn’t see.. kind of wierd that superman’s gal fren s married to some guy and yup.. they got a kid too and stil she s n love with superman .. no logic really.. but i like those superman stunts though.. carrying everything, blowing off stuff.. it was like a kool movie but then drops the sentiment part.. I never like superman in hospital.. tats kind of stupid, the superhero ends up in hospital and monitored using some stupid man made tools.. they cant even give him an injection or shock.. he repels kind of everything.. and the most wierd stuff comes.. his gal fren’s kid is finally his kid.. ! wat crap.. am I watching some lowlevel crap..!?? and is her husband (Richard) is kind of fool I guess.. No idea, how people end up in telling such stories and releasing world wide..!

I was looking for some movie to watch.. since I was not well and wasn’t ready to hit the bed either..

Got this one from my collection, which I never watched.. thought it should be a thriller and started watching the same…

Lindsay Lohan.. the lead lady of the movie has portrayed well.. but could have acted better.. she looked gud than most horror movie leads I should admit..

Movie starts with a gal in a college reading a story.. and then some stripper is shown.. no idea why.. which I understand only as the movie progresses.. The main gal – Aubrey Fleming is a writer stud and a piano player.. won some youg artist award too.. but she quits tat and comes and takes writing as a major career and writes a story in her kool black mac which I kind of admire .. then it happens she s missing one night after a baseball match.. then we move to see someone torturing her.. and after few scences as usual FBI finds her.. But the twist comes just in place.. she is not Aubrey.. tats wat she tells.. and she tells she is some Dakota Moss.. Everyone.. family, FBI, doc thinks she s paraniod.. she has got her hand and leg cut off by the one who took her.. we the viewers are also confused.. whether she s the same one or the entirely diff gall.. this Dakota tells tat she s a night club strip dancer.. 

Later she finds from her dad tat she s the twin sister of the adopted kid.. since its not usual tamil movie.. here comes some scientific terms relating twins.. and she saves her twin sister too..

Scenes that I really liked:

• Whenever Dakota tries to explain she s not Aubrey and everyone just ignores her. Its shot in a real natural way.
• whenever anyone opened mac in Aubrey’s room

Scenes that irritated me:

• No idea why Dakota had sex with Aubrey’s boy fren.. jus to get out of the home and prove she s not his gal fren.. .. never thought it fitted in the story anyways..
• All those bloody scenes.. the killer cuts the finger, legs, hands… its kind of disgusting.. gud tat it was jus 20 mins in the entire movie.. those bloody scenes are there to bring some thrilling effect i guess… but it jus makes me to move ahead in the movie.. scrolling..
• Few other stupid scenes..
• wats the idea behind the blue rose? may be the author liked it.. sorry the director..

LPI 117-101 is cleared.. still got 102,201,202…

But the ID was typed wrongly in prometric center.. cald them up, mailed LPI guys.. got reply it can be fixed.. but i don see my exam stil reflecting… fingers.. no no complete head s crossed.. exam costed 6k+ and most of my time (which i would rather spend watching movies and playing games..!)

Should wait and see..!

I dono why people place their change Vs ego policy or change Vs benefit policy..

 

I Stil Don’t KNOW!!

Still in the practical life, highly respected and educated people think inter-caste/religion marriage is a sin. Such people don want to come and discuss wats the issue with it. They are just worried tat its something different and dono about the outcome of the same and think it wont work. We, humans literally know wats gud/bad in the true sense. We know to register a police case is the right thing to do after meeting with an accident.. but how many of us did that, even I never did tat. We know whats rite, but we don do it. jus don do it and blame everyone in the society. Wats religion/caste for afterall.. its for betterment of our lives nothing more, nothing less. If tats not helping why to worry abt the same… I don think am rational.. am still conservative. But this doesn’t come to a rational point of view. Its jus logical.

To those who mind their caste/creed watever .. a simple punch line “Time doesn’t wait if u are xxx religion and doesnt end if u are in xxxx religion.. Everything in life is same mate, watever, wherever,whoever !”

I love this song .. u can hear it here

I jus feel relieved/relaxed and forget the near ahead problems (like exams !), and get a better confidence.. It jus helps me to go ahead with life/work watever happens..

It goes like this..

kaNgaLil enna eeramoa?
nenjinil enna baaramoa?
kaagaLil adhai vaangava?
oru thaayai poala unnai thaangavaa? (2)

petravaL vittu poagalaam
annai boomiyum vittu poaghuma?
thannuyir poala kaappadhil
thaayum nilavum ondrudhaan
irukkum thaayai kaathidu
mayakkam theerndhu vaazhndhidum
puthu koalam poadu
vizhi vaasalil kalakkam yaenaiyaa?

(kaNgaLil enna…)

ammamma indru maaRinaen
anbukku nandri kooRinaen
uLLathin kaayam aaRavum
udhaviyadhu un vaarthai dhaan
nimmadhi indri vaadinaen
nindrida nizhal thaedinaen
thikkatru poana vaeLaiyil
therindhadhu en paadhaigaL
unadhu paadal kaettadhu
manadhil paalai vaarthadhu
puyal kaatril vaadi nindra oadam dhaan
karaiyai saerndhadhu…

kaNgaLil illai eeramae
nenjinil illai baaramae
kaagaLil adhai vaanginaay
oru thaayai poala ennai thaanginaay

Was discussing about the tester’s role in OSS in LinuxChix mail list, though I was aware of bugzilla and stuff like that, never ever did anything except talking/blogging.. So jus thought let me ask out wats tat I can do.. its kind interesting to find how much hard work is put in the bug tracking/fixing in mozilla project. Mozilla, widely popular since the release of firefox.

Tempted to go for a small flash back

It was in my college days, few years back, I heard of some new(*) operating system, till then I was playing solitaire in windows 98 ( solitaire is still my fav ). Though was worried about formatting in the pretext of LOD (Loss of Data) I tried to check various windows based softwares which are released in Free licence (never ever cared about it til i chked out wat GPL is all about) … Jus came across a new simple browser named phoenix, it was kool, but lacked lot of addons, plugins and was not the direct replacement of IE for a normal user. Later the name changed to firebird since the older name had some conflict issues with some company (?). Firebird s a DB server, so name change again and finally we have firefox.. kind of interesting.. to see thousands of bugs being tracked by litmus for this piece of s/w .. registered myself there, and hope to run some testcases and file bug reports

B4 litmus they had testrunner, which is now testopia, I don’t know why is this change to litmus, but the interface which tells testcase pass/fail is really kool!